Parry, Caleb - Journal 2

Caleb Parry

Sept

Prist Daniel H. Wells saw it would be so when he gave me my blessing before I started on this mission 17th

back to Newport and up to Tredegar

S 18

Slept at Brother Jones walked to Rhymney held counsil in the morning preaching in the afternoon felt grurious all day walked back to Tredegar had good meeting in the eavining Ordained Brother Samuel Morgan into the office of an Elder he is worthy of any Office a good Peacable man the Lord doth abundantly bless me to feel to acknolidge it with all my heart and my Peace and joy no man can Discribe I feel that my labours are accepted, O what a blessing it is to realize that I am a servant of God. That I am here as a minister of salvation to teach the People the way of life and salvation I am afraid I do not allways realise the Responsibility there is upon me, I pray God the eternal Father to give me of his holy Spirit that I may be able to serve him faithfully.

19

walked over to Ebbw Vale had a long talk with Edward Roberts told me what Signs and wonders he had seen since he had joined this Church and Angel appeared to him once in the bottom of the corn pit and spoke to him, but he E R was so frightened that he could not speak Brother Roberts is a good man I do not feel to doubt his word.

this same Bro. Roberts stutters very bad when he speaks but he speaks like thunder in the defence of this work with no impediment what ever he told me he had faith enough to get his speach at all times but Elder S. Jones refuses to lay his hands on him for that, saying it would be more to the glory of God for him to be as he is standing miracle before the world. Walked to Blaina.

20

Slept at Brother Willams visited Bro Barns and other saints in the branch

21

walked over the mountains to Blain Avon to see some old saints that had been cut of many years ago there are three familys of them they were glad to see me and wished me to come again very much I think they will come back. They say they know the work is of God and there is no peace nor happyness anywhere else

22

Mett with the saints in Ebbw Vale in the eavining had a good meeting the Spirit of the Lord was there

23

went to Tredigar from thence to Pont Lodin and Rhymney

24

Slept at Bro Hayns & back to Tredegar

25

Slept at Bro Jones held council at Ebbw Vale in the morning felt the Spirit of the Lord my teaching was to the point and we all felt well walked to Blaina held council Sacrament meeting & preaching I spoak some did not enjoy much of the Spirit felt bound how not much to say I believe the fault was in them for I enjoyed a goodly portion in the morning did not know that I had done anything to greave the Spirit between the two meeting.

Preached in the oppen air in the eavining felt well but could not speak long my lungs were very bad for it was very could

Sept 26

returned to Newport

27

back to Rhymney and walked over the mountains to Merthyr to get Bro Bywater to help me with the first quarterly report. he was not at home had gone to Birmingham

28. 29 & 30

making up the report had a great dale of trouble on account of a ten shilling that we could not account for

October 1st

walked back to Rhymney, took the car to Newport received a letter from Joseph Hall was glad to learn tidings from home

S2

took the cars to Pont y Pool from thence is Abersychan, had councel in the morning and meeting in the afternoon never felt much better and I believe all felt first rate took the cars from thence to Abegavenny reached there as they were singing had a very good time indeed. There are some good Saints in Abergavenny They seeme to love to see me come in their midst very much, and indeed I like to see them and feel to bless them with all my Heart.

3 Stopt at Abergavenny

4

Went to Abersychan

5

back to Abergavenny to see the agricultural show that is to take place tomoro

6

the Animals in the Show are fine the bulls were so fat some of them that their back were perfectly flat with a hollow about 3 inches deep along the back bone I dreamed last night that there was great weeping and Lamentation in Ogden it Seemed that a number of Children had died cannot remember whose they were except one that was brother Steavens Neath Steavens I think they call him Br John Taylor I thought was in the middle of the crowd trying to comfort them but I was going to write about the show evry thing was very fine phsicaly the horses of evry description all the hunters had to run about a mile over hedges and diches only one acre at a time it was fine sport I always did like to se horses runing to not feel very good I am afraid I have. greaved the holy Spirit in Mingling with the wicked and entering into their Sports and paying a Shilling to go and see I am sorry now that I went.

7&8

in Newport wrote a letter to Bro Healverson making up the S. Emigrant????

S9

held counsel in Newport in the morning meetings in the afternoon and eavining did not feel good at all in the afternoon could not think of much to say hard work and up hill business as it all ways is when I do not have the Spirit of the Lord, in the eavining I felt well and had much liberty we had a glorious meeting.

10 11 12

at Newport

13

went to Rhyney

14 15

Tredegar

October 16

held counsel at Tredegar and meeting in the afternoon did not feel much of the spirit walked to Rhymney preached to a good howsfull never feld better in my life

17

back to Newport

18 19 20

writing & cast up and wrote to Bro Richards and to Liverpool copied this from another written with black lead. I do not see that this is any thing very Interesting. I do not know that I shall write any more yet perhaps it will be interesting in years to come to look over it. from this time forth I shall not put down what happen evry day

S 23

held council in Victoria or Ebbw Vale (which is the same place) in the morning, two were cut off viz Henry Jones, & Henry Powel, for wickedness of evry description, wakeld(walked) to Blaina in the afternoon held councel and Sacrament meeting I spoke a short time and felt very good walked back to Ebbw Vale in the eavining & met with the Saints in the Briary hill room had a good meeting there were some 1/2 dozen outsiders there they listened very attentively.

24

visted the Saints in Ebbw Vale found them all very kind and glad to see me come and see them met with them in the eavining for prayer meeting at Bro Pro Wms Newtown had a good time I spoke to them some and felt pretty good

25 took the cars to Newport via Brynmuwr Biacn Avon & Ponty Pool called at Brother Jones Sebastapol his wife had been confined 4 or 5 days before, She was very sick when I went in, & brother Jones looked very dejected, and said he was in great trouble he was much afraid she had the inflamation in the bowels. She seemed to be in much Pain when I went in but she got much better a fue minits after and wanted me to adminester to her I did so & she had no Pains while I was there after wards. She is not in the Church but is very kind to the Elders to ? ? ? to be there & call when I came ?? back I felt to bless her very much

October

& Pray that She may get well I think she will, and be Baptised when she gets well. I called also at Sister Nash Pont y Pool She related to me an incident which proved to me that many of the world believes in the Latter Day Saints one of her neighbours named Berwood lost his hearing Some years back, he got hold of Some Olive Oil that had been consecrated and administered it to himself and got his hearing directly, for Some time back he has been deaf again, and his wife came to sister Nash and asked for a little Oil that her Husband had lost his hearing again Sister Nash gave her some now he hears again. That man must believe that the Power of God is with the Latter Day Saints Many others I am convinced believes but, they have not the currage to come out and declare it they are afraid to be sneared at by their Neighbours

I am no Preacher, but the Holy Ghost is a mighty Preacher, and when it rests upon me, I feell I could roar like the Lion of the Lord. I feel I could leap over a wall, run through a troup or put ten thousand of them to flight

The following letter I have written to Uncle Thomas Parry Llandidno my Fathers only surviving brother

Newport Mon
Dec 2nd 1870

Dear Uncle Thomas Parry

I hope you will excuse me in taking the libery of writing these fue lines to you

I have a work to perform while I remain in this Country that is to bear my Testimony to my relations and friends and all that that will hear me of the great work that God has commenced on the earth in your day and mine. Uncle many a time did I wish before I embraced this work that I had lived in the days of Apostles and inspired men Startle not Dear Uncle you and I live in just such a day, God has again Spoken from the heavens, and revealed his will to the children of men.

is it any thing strainge to you Uncle that God should again speak to men? to see the wonder is that he has not spoken before, the children of Israel in ancient time considered themselves without God, when he did not speak to them. it is said that for a long time the Israel had been without the treu God, and without a Priest to teach them, and without law, now we must not suppose that they were without the Law of Moses for that law was never lost from the time it was given; but they had transgressed the laws and broken the covenant, and god would not speak to them. but when they did turn unto the Lord with all their heart he was found of them; that is he began to speak to them again through a Prophet.

it is said that God doeth nothing but he revealeth his seacrets to his Servants the Prophets, are we to suppose that God is going to establish his kingdom in the Latter days wiithout a Prophet without inspired men? no it would be folly to think of Such a thing. but you will ask, is God going to establish a kingdom on the earth in these latter days? Yes he has commenced the work, and there is no power on the earth that will Stay its Progress, that little stone will roll from the Mountains by and by; read the 2nd Chapter of Daniel carefully look at the dream, and then at the interpretation that Daniel gave again, does not the Lord Say that he will Send a messenger before his Seccond comming? read the 3rd Chapter of Malachi 1st 2nd 3 verses; but you will say that was John the Baptist, that came before his first Comming I will ask, did the Lord Suddenly com to his Temple then, were they delighted in him, was it difficult to abide the day of his comming, was hard to stand before him when he appeared, was he like a refiners fire, and life fuller? did he Sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and did he purify the Sons of Levi, and Purg them as gold and Silver; did they offer unto the Lord an offering in righteousness, was the offering of Judah and Jerusalem plesant unto the Lord as in days of old, and as in former years? I think evry man that have read the history of his first coming will say that non of these things were fullfiled then; the offering of Judah and Jerusalem were not plesant nor accepted of the Lord, they offered up the Son of God, and his curs has been on them ever Since. they have been scattered, and pealed and driven from kingdom to kingdom from country to country and they never will believe that he is the Christ, untill the see him face, and ask him, what are these wounds in thine hands? and he shall answer and say unto them thes are the wound I received in the house of my friends; in that day there shall be great mourning in Jerusalem the land shall mourn, evry family appart, the house of David apart, the house Nathan, the house of Levi, and all the familys in Jerusalem, shall mourn with a great lamentation, for they shall look on him whom they have pierced.

in that day a fountain shall be opened for the house of David and for the inhabitants of Jerusalem for sin and uncleaness; that is they shall be Baptised for the remission of their sins, and a nation shall be born in a day, as one of the Prophets have said, they shall be born of the water and of the Spirit, read the 12th 13th 14th chapters of Zechariash, and see what shall come to pass, the 6th verse in the 13th chapter is in the wrong place it should have been somwhere near the 10th verse in the 12 chapter

a great many more Swlime(sublime?) Prophesys might be quoted in regard to the work of God in the last days. those I have referred to last belongs to the tribe of Judah I will refer you to one that concerns you and me and all the inhabitants of the earth, for it is full filled before our eyes.

Open your Bible and turn to the 2nd of Isaiah 1st verse now I will ask you- after you have read it do not many People go and say, come ye and let us go up to the Mountain of the Lord, to the house of the God of Jacob, and he will teach us of his ways, and we will walk in his pathes, for law shall go forth from Zion and the word of the Lord from Jerusalem yes thousand and tens of thousands, it is their constant prayer to God day and night, that they may go and be taught as the Prophet have said.

I have been there in the house of the God of Jacob, I have received blessings there that are not lawfull for me to utter or write on this paper; I have learned principles that if adheared to, will bring me back into the prsence of God. but you will ask, how can I know that you are telling the truth?

I will answer, there is but one way by which you may know; and that is by obaying the first Principles of the doctrin of Christ, or lay the foudation as Paul calls it, of faith, repentance, Baptism, and the laying on of hands & after that you can leave them, and go on to Perfection, if you will obay these principles you shall receive the gift of the Holy Gost and it will lead you to all truth, and show you things to come, and you shall know then? the kingdom of God is on the earth.

you will have no need to depend on flesh and blood to reveal these things to you God the eternal Father will give you the knowledge

he will let you know that Joseph Smith was a Prophet, sent of God, before his son is revealed from and he was killed for the testimony of Jesus that was within him, but God has raised another Prophet, great and mighty in words and deed, with the wisdom of of God dwelling in him. I know it is a bold saying nevertheless it is trew, and you shall know it if you will obay the Gospel, remember the Scripture saith, no man knoweth the things of God but by the Spirit of God and there is but one way to obtain that Spirit; that is by the laying on of hands. read the 8th Chapter of Acts from the 1st to the 20 verse, many more I might refer you to but sufficient. is it a wonder then, that men do not receive the gift of the Holy Gost have they not chainged the ordinances, and broken the everlasting covenant? yes and the curs hath devoured the earth, and they that dwell therein are desolate, and the inhabitants of the earth shall be burned, and fue men left, for the Lord hath spoken this word. See Isaiah 24th chapter from the1st to the 6th verse it shall be as with the People so with the Priest.

I have no doubt you would like to know to a certainty, whether these things are trew or not; well I have told you how you may know. I can not prove to you that honey is sweet, there is no power on earth that can prove it to you, the only way for you to is to tast it . it is so in regard to the Gospel, you must believe first, and obay, you must faith cometh by hearing, but how can they hear without a preacher, and how shall they preach except they be sent? can not Preach except they be sent and no man taketh this honour to himself, he must be called of God [as] was Aron by inspiration. is it a wonder that the Preachers of the day can not confer the Holy Gost, by the laying on of hands, even if they were to lay on hands, the People would not receive the Holy Gost, why? becaus they the have not been sent, they have not been called of God as Aron was.

do you think for a moment that God is more loose in his habits than man, than an earthly king? what king on earth would the administration of any man if he was not expressly authorised of him? indeed he would be sevearly punished, any man would, that would have the audacity, to go in the name of the King and administer the laws. what will be come of the Preachers of the day that go and adminster in the ordinances of the Gospel without authority? their case will be desperate indeed when they shall stand before the Judge of all the earth and be asked who sent you? they will be dumb, they will not have to say that he sent them for he never spoak to them. Dear Uncle I might tell you many great and glorious things, that the Lord hath revealed in thiss the last days; but they are not for you to know now. Jesus said unto you it shall be given to know the misterys of the kingdom of God, but unto them that are without these things shall be given in Parables.

I am afraid I shall be wearing your Paties (patience) my letter is getting to be pretty long, more than I intended it in the begining.

but I hope you will think of what I have been telling you without prejudice. take the bible in your hand and read the passages I have refered to. and on top of that I feel to bear my testimony, that I know these things to be trew I know it by the Power of God. I am not dependent on the Bible, or any other book, I am not dependent on any Prophet or on Apostle that ever lived, or any that lives now I know that baptism is for the remission of sins, and that the holy ghost is given to man now, for I have received it under the hands of the Elders of the Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day saints.

I shall be glad to hear from you at any time, and any questions that you may wish to ask I shall take great pleasure in answering if I can. give my best respects to Aant and family Mr. & Mrs. John Parry and accept the same yourself from your nephew Caleb Parry, son of your brother John.

17 Bolt Street
Newport Mon
Dec 2nd 1870

Dear cousin Bernard Parry

I think I have been very ungratefull, in not making some acknoledgement for all the kindness I received at your hands when I visited Newmarket, I must say that no brother nor sister could have acted with more kindness than you and your wife and daugters did, for which I feel very thankfull and say God bless you & yours and prosper you in your busness and all lawfull undertakings. I must say that I have formed a very agreeable aquaintance with you all, and my visit to Newmarket will allways be held in joyfull remembrance it looked more like a dream to me than anything I ever saw in my life.

after an absence of 21 years, to see my friends once more, my old Playfellows, the haunts and the home of my Childhood.

the old Church with its silverytoned bell, and the graveyard, where my Fathers lay for many generations past, and the old well from whose clear limpid bosom I have drunk many a sweet cool draught, and the clip y Lop, O how delightsome the thought.

excuse this reverie I hardly thought I was writing; ond mae hen wladjy Vhadau yn anwilime if it would not tax to much on your time, I would like to learn of your wellfare, and any other news that you many think interesting, if you are to busy let the girls write me a fue lines, I would be glad to hear from any of you.

I will trespas no more, accept of my very kind regard one and all give my best respects to your Sisters Mary and Ann and familys and your own in Particulalr and believe me to be your most sincear friend

Caleb Parry

Newport Jan 9th/71

President H. S. Eldredge

Dear Brother I do not know how often you require a report from the Elders, perhaps I have been neglectfull in this, I can not report very great progress, four I believe is the number Baptised since my predecessor left a fue more will be pretty soon I think. there are about the same number cut off, more ought to be if they had their rights. but I am trying to act according to the councel given in the Star some time back, which I thought was very good not to be over anxious to cut of the dry branches, least in their fall they may sweep down some of the green tender branches. I try to act toward my breathren as I would toward my own chilldren if I chastise them or even cut them off I have but one end in view, to do good, to them, and the cawse and kingdom of God.

I believe that is the Spirit of the Gospel, and the teaching of our Prophet, and the way our heavely Father deals with us.

two or three years back there were a number of old members that had been cut off, that rushed into the church with the understanding that Somebody was going to pay for their Passage to America. of this class are they that lags by the way now. I tell the Saints if they are going to apostatize they had better do it here, but I can not get but fue to do so; they say they know that Mormonism is the truth, sent down from heaven, and that Brigham Young is a Prophet of God, they say that God has revealed this to them individualy by the Spirit of inspiration.

is it a wonder think you that I can not persuade them to apostatize? the wonder is that men do apostatize after receiving such testimony, yet it is no wonder, when men through transgression or neglect loose the Holy Spirit of God. they will then do things their hearts never conceaved they were capable of doing before. I tell them also what kind of life they are expected to lead when they get to Zion, that a dishonest man is not expected to stay there very long and be one with the Saints, I tell them they must practise cleanliness, that they must always tell the truth, never lie, nor steal, nor cheat, nor backbite their neighbours, even if they see others do so. in fact they must do right, live as they would wish others to believe they live. Sham will do very well here among Christians so called, they like it, and they live on it. each one knows very well that his brother Christian is a hippocrite, they look for nothing els. but in Zion they are expected to live the life of a real Latterday Saint. the world still letts us alone sevearly, it is seldom they come to see us. neverthe less we are not discuraged, a fue have obayed and the prospect is good for a fue more, and those that will come in I think will do so understandingly. we are about having some bills (as big as anybodys bill) Posted here and there through the conference, stating where we meet, and that the Mormons are yet alive and intend to live; for they are the only people that practise the Principuls of life.

I am well in health, and never felt more sure of the triumph of the cause and kingdom of God than I do now; notwithstanding our insignificance I am confident I belong to the greatest institution there is on this earth.

on Christmas eave we had a concert in the Globe in room Ebbw Vale, the prceeds to pay our book dept as far as it will, I shall send it as soon as it is gathered in. My letter is getting to long, you will have not time nor patience to read it.

I wish you all in the Office a happy New Year. tell brother Jaques I am rather jelous becaus he did not send me his likeness as well as Joseph. we were together when he received it. I would like to get sombody elses as well, u no hoo. give my kind respects to Sister Eldridge, and my very best to brother Farr if he is there. accept the same your self from your brother in the Gospel.

Caleb Parry

17 Bolt St. Newport
June 9 1871

Prest. H. S. Eldredge

Dear Brother

Since my last letter three only have been added to the church by Baptism we are going to baptize three more tomorrow evening quite a number more are believing and have promised to be Baptised, how long they mean to delay I know not. I do not trouble much (now) nether, we do the best we can, we bear a faithfull testimony and we have the Power of God with us, we leave the result in his hand and fret not our gizzard I think as many of the Elders have expressed themselves that nothing short of some special power of the Allmighty will awake the people to a sense of their sittuation. as a general thing they are perfectly indifferent; they do not care if an Angel have come from heaven they care not if there are Apostles and Prophets on the earth I mean more particular those that proffesses no religion as these professed Christians they are bound in bundles and their bands are made strong, no man can lose them, their Priests as the Prophet have said are blind. they are all ignorant, they are all dumb dogs, they cannot bark, they can not give the warning voice when I anger, desolation, death and destruction, is near nether will they listen to the Servants of God that have been sent to warn them. so when God shall visit the earth with judgments it shall be as with the people so with the Priest they shall be burned up and fue left & the Saints as general thing feel well and willing to do anything in their power for the cause and kingdom of God, they are living in great hopes and expectations that their deliverence is nigh. often is the question asked Bro. Parry do you think we shall have a chance this time? my heart akes for them. the greatest trouble that I anticpate if I will have any thing to say in regard to who shall go is to chose from so many good and faithful Saints a little council on this matter would be thankfully received, it seems as some of the Brethren tells me that in years past if a man a has a fue pounds he would be assisted by the E. Fund whether he has been a good saint or not whether he has paid any Tithing or not. while others who had been trew and faithfull paid tithing regular, and allways on hand for evry good work would be left behind. I know what I would do if I had my own way but not my will be done.

there are some very old saints here allmost worn out in the work (in the work) Some of them indeed entirely worn out not able to work yet they have faith that they shall yet go to Zion and see it established on the earth I comfort them all I can and say he that scattered Israel will also gather him, even as Moses said though there were some of thine driven to the utmost part of heaven from thence will the Lord gather thee and from thence will the Lord thy God fetch thee and bring thee into the land of thy Fathers.

I feell well myself, there is nothing that gives me more joy and delight than to preach the Gospel by the Power of God, there are times when I am deprived of his Spirit, then I want to crule into a hole, somewhere from the sight of man, this is all right, it gives me a clear understanding of what I am independant of (of ) him with kind respects to your associates in the office, yourself Sister Eldredge and Brother Carington, I remain

your Brother faithfully Caleb Parry

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